I'm Done

First time I didn't notice you.

All my love stories start with that sentence. Most of them have a sad to super sad ending. I like someone I barely notice when we first met, deeply falling for them, turns out they never have a feeling like I did. I trapped in unrequited love situation, ended up broken hearted.

With you, the story have a little bit...an unusual path.

You, seems interested to me. I told everyone you will never have a chance, because, simply I thought that you're not my type, so, in the first time, I didn't notice you.

Time passed by. You try to convince me.

And you did. After 10 months of constant works, we started to growing closer.

You like me, I know you do. But, as we take step into the next level, it seems like the love we have didn't own a stable root. We start to fight over small things. Everytime you're in a bad mood, I start questioning why and we ended up ruining our day.

"No, it's not you." You said last night, when I asked you why.

"And?"

"I'm sorry. I'm okay."

"Not your expression. You can't lie to me."

"Don't worry."

You ensure me that everything would be alright, That we always become a lover like this.

But maybe, maybe we're gonna end up grow apart. Usually, I'm gonna hold the shatter together, trying to save them, save our relationship. But now, if you want to go, I guess I'll just hold the door.

I won't get in the way.

First time I didn't notice you, but you sneak up to my soul, and I become addicted to you. 

I hope, when you start to think that we won't make it, you can go unnoticed like the way you came. 

I should protect myself.

I love you, but I'm done chasing you.